...venom...

this has everything
and at the same time nothing to do with my past experiences.

sometimes.

sometimes,
i get caught up
in life.
sometimes i react in all the right ways.
sometimes i do just the opposite,
and completely destroy things.
making things worse.

have you ever taken a situation completely out of context.
blamed all your frustration and anger on something or someone.

well. that's what happened.

i wish i could clean the slate. but i feel like poison.
unhealthy.
my mind and my body are weak.