hourglass

even though it may seem as though i am gone,
i am still here.
busy with school.
studying for exams and writing care plans.

in-between that, i am also with child.
my third son.
due in november.

i am doing well.
to tell you the truth i don't have much time to let my past get the best of me.
i am thankful for this busyness.
its let me stabilize.

i hope you are all well.
find yourself with love in your heart.
and enjoying your surroundings.

i will be.
love- evelyne

misunderstanding the judgement

i know sometimes i may be easily misunderstood.
my silence,
my awkwardness,
its just a permanent part of me.
sometimes my actions can be something hard to understand,
i may even make a fool out of myself.
stumbling clumsily around my words
not making myself clear at all times, i know.
and i understand,
you may judge me for it.
and i guess,
i'm sorry for that.
i'm sorry you judge so quickly,
because i without a doubt,
am feeling judged by you.
but i'm okay with that
i guess, in a way i'm use to it.
that doesn't mean i like it, in any sense.
it just means that part of my awkwardness is inevitable
inevitably being use to it.
is slightly unfortunate
this may not make too much sense
and i'm sorry that you can not take the time to understand me
just next time,
try not jumping to huge conclusions,
because,
life is funny,
and it's not always about you,
it's not even always about me.
it's about patience and understanding



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